Linkin Park -Leave Out All The Rest-

I dreamed I was missing

You were so scared

But no one would listen

'Cause no one else cared

After my dreaming

I woke with this fear

What am I leaving

When I'm done here?

So if you're asking me

I want you to know

[Chorus]

When my time comes

Forget the wrong that I've done

Help me leave behind some

Reasons to be missed

And don't resent me

And when you're feeling empty

Keep me in your memory

Leave out all the rest

Leave out all the rest

Don't be afraid

I've taken my beating

I've shared what I've made

I'm strong on the surface

Not all the way through

I've never been perfect

But neither have you

So if you're asking me

I want you to know

[Chorus]

When my time comes

Forget the wrong that I've done

Help me leave behind some

Reasons to be missed

Don't resent me

And when you're feeling empty

Keep me in your memory

Leave out all the rest

Leave out all the rest

Forgetting all the hurt inside

You've learned to hide so well

Pretending someone else can come

And save me from myself

I can't be who you are

[Chorus]

When my time comes

Forget the wrong that I've done

Help me leave behind some

Reasons to be missed

Don't resent me

And when you're feeling empty

Keep me in your memory

Leave out all the rest

Leave out all the rest

Forgetting all the hurt inside

You've learned to hide so well

Pretending someone else can come

And save me from myself

I can't be who you are

I can't be who you are

learn to live my life

i'm trying to find a better way to live my life but i found nothing...
work, love even family sometimes could make me down... make me cry...
feel so desperate... even make me wanna give up to face it...

but am i really that weak? yet i know life could be so hard sometimes...
well.... life isn't how we could get happiness right?
life is how we learn how to keep survive when we trapped in a bad bad situation..

i'm just human.... they just human.. we're all just human.... ordinary human....
we could made a mistake.. we could did something silly even wrong...
but.... it's just the way to make us learn... it's just the way to make me learn...

LEARN TO LIVE MY LIFE.........

so... i'm telling my self..... get up vie.... don't let them hurt u so bad...
it's just the way to make me think...
it's just the way to make me stronger... stronger than before...
just like a stairway... stairway of life...
sometimes i could be on upstairs at the other time i could be on downstairs..

sadness ... hapinesss... it's a part of life...

greeting... farewell... it's a part of life....

lost and win.... it's also a part of life...

life always have multiple choises... always have contradiction.....

life oh life.....

always have a words "LEARN TO LIVE MY LIFE"

fucking Perfect - Pink

Made a wrong turn
Once or twice
Dug my way out
Blood and fire
Bad decisions
That's alright
Welcome to my silly life

Mistreated
Misplaced
Misunderstood
Miss knowing it's all good
It didnt slow me down.

Mistaking
Always second guessing
Underestimating
Look I'm still around

Pretty, pretty please
Dont you ever, ever feel
Like you're less than
Fucking perfect

Pretty, pretty please
If you ever, ever feel
Like you're nothing
You're fucking perfect to me

You're so mean
When you talk
About yourself, you were wrong
Change the voices in your head

Make them like you instead
So complicated
Look how we all make it
Filled with so much hatred
Such a tired game

It's enough
I've done all I can think of
Chased down all my demons
I've seen you do the same

Oh

Pretty, pretty please
Dont you ever, ever feel
Like you're less than
Fucking perfect

Pretty, pretty please
If you ever, ever feel
Like you're nothing
You're fucking perfect to me

The whole worlds scared
So I swallow the fear
The only thing I should be drinking
Is an ice cold beer

So cool in line
And we try, try, try
But we try too hard
And it's a waste of my time

Done looking for the critics
Cause they're everywhere
They don't like my jeans
They don't get my hair

Exchange ourselves
And we do it all the time
Why do we do that?
Why do I do that?

Why do I do that?

Yeeeeaaaahhh
Oooooooh
Oh baby pretty please

Pretty, pretty please
Dont you ever feel
Like you're less than
Fucking perfect

Pretty, pretty please
If you ever, ever feel
Like you're nothing
You're fucking perfect to me

You're perfect, you're perfect

Pretty, pretty please
If you ever, ever feel
Like you're nothing
You're fucking perfect to me

Broken Heart? let it be... Being Single and happy!

Several days ago... he just dumped me without my knowledge...
what a coward man... was he really afraid to telling me the truth?
I'm shocked for a while.... but it's life... people have their own choice...
life will keep walking even when u fall bcoz of everything u've not expected...

I am telling my self
we're just ordinary people...
we might get hurt sometimes...
but it doesn't mean that we always get stuck in the worst situation...
time to wake up...time to stand up........
at least i still could breath.. yet... it's not the end of the world..
somehow... one day... i will find a better person..
who could accept me for who i am.. for who i used to be...
Surely i could fix it with on my own..

So.... broken heart? hm... well yeah... just let it be... being single and happy!
I'll keep showing my smile to the world... coz it's just the way to make me learn about another colorful of life.. Sure or not... i will make it even trought the hardest rain...

Rest to Live in Faking Life

It's late at nite..
As usual.. I couldn't sleep...
I feel i couldn't breath..
feel like in an empty room..
feel lonely even gloom
i need to run away
run away from everything..
so sick of ur pretending
would u stop for a while?
i'm just human, an ordinary people..
i need some rest
rest to live in faking life..

Vie Itu Hidup Maka Tetaplah Hidup

Gelap, senyap, dan tak terlelap..
Masalah itu ikut dan terlihat ingin mencekik dan mencabik..
Awal tahun seharusnya menjadi awal yg indah, resolusi yang tercipta dgn megah..


Kali ini Tuhan menyentilqu.. Mungkin.. Tidak.. Pastinya krn aq kurang dekat dengan-Nya..
Aq mulai berimaji..


Kata 'seandainya' sudah pasti bukan option yang tepat..
Aq tw, pastinya aq banyak kekurangan..
Tidak sedikit orang bilang aq 'bodoh' atau 'tidak ada logika


Sebagai contoh seperti sebuah nama.. Aq berpikir nama hanyalah sebuah nama..
Kenapa harus ada arti dan makna?
Sampai keadaan ini datang..
Dan mungkin aq menemukan makna atw doa yg ada dalam namaquw..
Mungkin nama panggilan 'vi' tidak punya arti..
Tapi jika ditambah huruf 'e' maka bisa berarti hidup..
Salah satu kata dalam bahasa perancis... vivre/vie


Ya.. Orangtuaqu berharap agar aq bisa tetap hidup
walaupun masalah berusaha mencekik dan mencabik..
Tetaplah hidup walaupun banyak orang yang mencemo'oh dan meragukan..
Tetaplah hidup walau merasa seperti hampir tak bernyawa..


Uneg-uneg yang mungkin akan terlihat bodoh dimata orang lain..
Tapi inilah motivasi yang qupunya saat ini..
Vie itu hidup, hidup itu belajar..
Belajar butuh pjuangan dan berjuang utk tetap bertahan dan melanjutkan hidup..


Karena inilah hidup..
Tidak ada yang tahu apa yang akan terjadi..
C'est la vie on ne peut jamais savoir..
Karna vie itu adalah hidup.... maka tetaplah berjuang untuk hidup...